pink dolphins

today's training was wierd..... i suddenly was gripped in the throes of a phobia.. i was sooooo scared i couldnt breathe.
even simple things like staying underwater for 10 secs cause my body to scream out for air and i juz have to surface, gulping mouthfuls of sweet evening air. i dunno y, i juz start to panic when i have to dive underwater to pick up a mannikin or even juz to swim under the obstacles.. i juz have to get over this... i mean, other trgs im totally fine, then todae i juz start to sieze up.. seeing the wall looming ahead during 尊严, i can feel the tendrils of fear snaking out and start to claw into my mind, as if they want to pull me into a dark abyss... okok, i noe its very 夸张 , but thats wat a phobia feels like!

*尊严/rescue medly - swim 50m, dive underwater 17.5m without surfacing, pick up mannikin and swim the rest of the 37.5m *

i have this hypothesis on the sudden emergence of the 'phobia'. yesterday nite, i was watching discovery channel and they had a feature on dolphins and y they attack ppl. maybe thats the reason, im subconciously fearful of pink dolphins lurking under the waters of the NUS pool, waiting to attack me! squeak-- roar!



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wat a load of crap....